Sorrow Is In The Sunset (Blue Girl) by Spyder

I ate the stamp with drugs on it

And i felt the gusts of wind

Like the world was breathing me

Like i was only dust on it

I met a girl that sings between the sky

We lept into the dreams of she and I

I felt the dead inside my soul leaving me

she taught me how to be alive

I saw a child with out a face

Disappear into her mouth without a trace

I thought the dead came back to life

Her heads in the clouds but mines in outerspace

I scraped the skin off both my knees

but the dead girl stood there holding me

I got my left brain trapped in ice

and my mind, still frozen, sleeps.

The devil holds my hand

and paints the canvas boldly black

He shreds my soul to pieces yet again

But My threaded skulls in tact

I've never known Where I'll go but when I get there then I'll know

I never told the dead to stay asleep

But i cant dream when they decay and scream

That girl disappears and leaves me dead again

i know the oceans blue, I still say its green.

I only mean that drugs had brought me close to you

dear death

So close to you in fact that I have seen just what your bones can do

dear death

You are no corpse or skeleton you are a girl dressed in skin, frozen blue

dear death

I only mean to say I dream that love made me choke to you

I slowly opened the curtain that covered existences next act

It was the ocean, only slaughter red

I slowly burned the worthlass mat under its steps since its their best mat

"Welcome to Mass Genocides water bed"

I know its cold to end a serious poem with jokes

But if i cant laugh myself to death then who will hold my rope?

I chose to fold the note we deserve, alone, to know

We prepared for missing breath, what if we bled to death?

so if we dont?

Im a waste of breath

Some artist with half a mind

could use the oxygen

and do better with the brain supply

Im a wast of time

Some god who made me used the wrong design

I was made to die

What are you saying? you want god to try?

I want god to not exist

Id pray that happens but that makes no sense

I want mud to fill my veins and stop or send

oxygen to my head cause thatd make me dead

Oh no